So far in the last 24 hours I have left my mother recovering from serious surgery, gone home for the first time in days, leaned in closer to one of my housemates on whom I have a crush, lost my self a little in the latter, watched the new Dr Who and been a little disappointed by it, worked with some really interest students, felt closer to said housemate last night and this morning, had a really interrupted sleep, to wake to see housemate and totally flat-line energetically.
I’ve noticed he is a bit grumpy in the mornings, and this morning he was particularly distracted by his phone. Asked him about this big work deadline he’s been working towards, and he kind of grumped it off. So my little fantasy of asking him to the cinema tonight to see a film he mentioned, A Star Is Born, has kind of been dampened. Perhaps I’ll ask him tonight after work. Or not. I’ll gauge the vibe your honor.
There’s still the household dinner I’ll cook to thank everyone for looking after Ginger, and the possibility of things in the future. We’ll see. Meanwhile there’s the homework for my course to do, Nanowrimo to get ready for, the Gunnas writing weekend to prepare for, and getting a new job 3-4 days per week. I’ll contact ANZUK and see what’s going. I’ll also contact the English language schools for work over Summer.
Update: I did ask him and we went to see the film, and chatted about it afterwards. But the crush has dissolved into a mutual respect, a month down the track.